Come Close.

I may not be able to move mountains.

I may not be able to swim across oceans.

I may not be able to fly through clouds.

But i can surely move your heart to beat closer to mine.

My Beauty Queen.

Looks will only get you so far.

But the warmth of a heart will surpass that tenfold.

Beauty ages.

Whereas passion doesn't.

If Looks Could Kill.

I am attracted to emotion.

Mental emotion.

Physical emotion.

Displays of emotion and attraction.

Looks can't kill, words can't either

Liquid Lives.

There are so many people in the world.

It's overwhelming to imagine all the people,

living their individual lives.

Can't Stop Looking.

Stop wanting a boyfriend/girlfriend so badly.

If you keep pushing it, that's how sluts are born.

It's true that it happens when you least expect it.

With You.

We've been through a lot together.

But at the end of the day,

i'm so glad i got to share all of it,

good and bad,

with you.

Change And The Constant Struggle.

My brain does not fear change.

It only prepares to adjust again,

and again,

and again.

Ten days..

Seems so short right?

Try telling that to my brain.

Choose Your Own Adventure.

Life is mostly made up of countless small decisions that make no difference to anyone,

and a few that make all the difference in the world.

I Can't Even Help Myself.

He's beating him.

She's in debt.

He died.

He won't talk to me.

She moved away.

She wants me back.

Multiple he's and she's hate me.

I miss her.

I'm addicted.

I can't help any of these people.

I can't even help myself.

..

Anyone else would easily just brush this off their shoulders.

Why is this so hard for me?

Thoughts At The Moment.

"What is that paintbrush for?

Are you preparing to draw me?

No, wait, please don't.

I am scared of what i'll see."

As more information surfaces regarding the Gulf oil spill,

i just find myself getting more and more furious at the world.

I hate the poor selfish decisions made in the pursuit of,

wealth and power, blatantly disregarding the well being of our planet.

How are you suppose to live in the moment,

when it keeps slipping further away?

Wow.

This VersaEmerge album is fucking great.

What a breath of fresh air.

I am truly impressed.

My mind is at war with my heart.

They can't come to a subtle decision.

Because my heart can't feel,

what my mind envisions.

I'm going to start making wishes at 11:12.

Because then no one else will be making wishes,

and mine can be answered.

There's a war in my head.

I want to remove it.

Maybe i should just remove my head.

What's to get when i choose what i give?

Do you choose what you take?

Or do you give how you want to be given to?

"You're a jerk."

...i know.

Love is consensual slavery.

"I don't know the key to success.

But the key to failure,

is trying to please everybody.

- Bill Cosby.

Favourite Song At The Moment.

(Skip to 3:20)

How Annoying.

Does she look at you the way i do?

Try to understand the words you say,

and the way you move?

Does she get the same big rush,

when you go in for a hug,

and your cheeks brush?

Tell me,

am i crazy?

Or is this more then a crush?

Teenage crushes..

How annoying.

Ice Is Fun.

Me, Tania, Finlay and Petey had an ice fight.

I hate ice.

I hate cold things.

But i dealt with it.

Turns out,

ice is fun.

Morality < Democratic Preference.

This kid has officially won my respect.

Stranger: people are 2 things

Stranger: genetics and conditioning

Stranger: freewill is almost non existant

Stranger: if you actually think about it

You: Care to explain?

Stranger: well 1/2 of you how you act and behave and look is genetics

Stranger: the other half is what society made you into. what your environment molded you to b, your parents.. even your birth order

Stranger: if someone makes a choice it is determined by two things. genetics and what they learned from conditioning.. so how does im prisonment make sense?

You: I see.

Stranger: Do you agree?

You: I'm not sure. But i'll most likely be pondering this for awhile.

Stranger: Are you religious or anything?

You: Not at all.

Stranger: Do you have morals?

Stranger: Should people not kill ?

You: Definitely not.

Stranger: Do you have a reason? or do you just prefer that?

You: I'd like to hear a fair reason of why someone should kill another person. There is none.

Stranger: I'd like to hear a fair reason why someone shouldn't be able to

You: What gives someone the right to be able to take someone else's life?

Stranger: who has the right to decide i cant kill someone?

You: You can kill someone if you truly wanted too. If you're willing to take the consequences.

Stranger: Anyway, the point is morality doesn't really exist, it's all subjective

Stranger: those so called values are just what some people prefer

Stranger: they dont have any logical reason other then it is what they want

You: And that's a problem? People can do what the want, if they want. Who is everyone else to judge?

Stranger: everyone judges

You: It's the extent to which they judge that's a problem.

Stranger: You're creating another decree

Stranger: what gives you the right?

You: Touche.

Stranger: It's almost like a judgement against to much judging

Stranger: In the end it is not morality, but democratic preference

What is this?

Year of the suicide or something?

'nuff said.

ARGH!!!!!