I Know You Know.

I woke up angry.

That quickly turned into an obvious sadness.

I don't know what i want to say.

But i know who it is i need to say it to.

Survey 002.

Appearance.

[ ] i have used fake tan.

[x] i have had/want cosmetic surgery.

[x] i feel confident without makeup.

[ ] i have chipped my teeth/a tooth.

[ ] i have plucked/waxed my eyebrows.

[x] i have a scar.

[ ] i think i am fat.

[x] i get sunburnt easily.

[x] i have dyed my hair

[x] i have/had/need glasses

[x] i have a tattoo.

[x] i want a tattoo.

[ ] i am self-conscious about my appearance.

[x] i have had/have braces.

[x] i have had more than four piercings.

Childhood.

[x] i have wet the bed

[x] i have eaten a booger

[x] i have played with barbie dolls

[x] i have played kiss chase

[x] i have climbed a tree

[x] i have fallen out of a tree

[x] i have thrown a tantrum

[ ] i have made a mud cake

[x] i had a toy i slept with

[ ] i have been trick or treating

[ ] i have caught insects

[x] i used to collect marbles

[x] i watched pokemon

[ ] i have owned a tamagotchi

[x] i have made a sandcastle

Embarrassment

[x] i have been dacked

[ ] i have sneezed and snot landed on somebody

[ ] i have farted loudly in class

[x] i have laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose.

[ ] i snort when i laugh

[x] i have slipped over in mud

[ ] i snore

[x] sometimes i talk in my sleep

[x] i cry in my sleep

[x] i have stepped in dog poo

[ ] i sleepwalk

[ ] i have slipped on a banana peel

[x] i have walked into a pole

[x] i have been shit on by a bird

[x] i have had my pants tear in public.

Health

[x] i have broken a bone

[x] i have gotten stitches

[x] i have had my tonsils removed.

[x] i have had surgery

[ ] i have broken my nose

[ ] i have had an amputation

[x] i watch what i eat

[x] i have had teeth pulled out

[ ] i have had cancer

[x] i have had chicken pox

[x] i have an allergy

[x] i have had/have severe depression

[ ] i have harmed myself on purpose

[x] i have been/am vegetarian

[x] i have been/am a vegan

Love Life.

[x] i am single.

[x] i have had a boyfriend/girlfriend

[ ] i am in a relationship

[ ] i have gotten married

[ ] i have gotten divorced

[x] i have kissed somebody

[x] i have kissed more than 5 people

[x] i have kissed more than 15 people

[x] i have been in love

[x] i have had sexual intercourse

[x] i have had more than 5 sexual partners

[x] i have had more than 10 sexual partners

[x] i have recieved/given anal sex

[x] i have engaged in sexual activity with the same sex

[x] i have kissed somebody of the same sex

Honesty & Crime .

[x] i have been arrested

[x] i have been in a police car

[x] i have lied to a friend

[ ] i have shoplifted

[x] i have done something illegal within the past 2 weeks

[x] i have gotten away with murder

[x] i have lied to my parents about where i am

[ ] i own a gun

[ ] i have cheated while playing a game

[x] i have broken into someones house

[x] i have witnessed a crime

[x] i have been in a fist fight

[ ] i have tortured an animal

[ ] i have put somebody in hopsital

[x] i have had somebody put me in hospital

Death and Suicide.

[ ] i am afraid of dying

[x] i have been to a funeral

[x] i have seen someone / something dying.

[ ] i have cried when one of my pets died

[x] i know someone close to me has attempted / committed suicide

[x] i have planned my own suicide before

[x] i have been/am suicudal

[x] i would like to die before the age of 50

[x] i have planned somebody elses death

[ ] i have written my will

[x] i have tried to kill myself

[x] i have tried to kill somebody else

[ ] i would kill/have killed an animal other than insects

[x] i would risk my life for my love

[ ] i would risk my life for a stranger

Family.

[x] i have sworn at my parents

[x] i have run away from home

[x] i have been kicked out of the house

[x] my biological parents are together

[ ] i want to have kids someday

[ ] i have had a child

[_] i have lost a child

[ ] i have been pregnant

[_] i have had an abortion

[x] i would have an abortion

[ ] i have had sexual attractions towards a cousin

[x] i have been physically abused by a family member

[ ] i have physically abused a family member

[ ] i consider my pets part of the family

Drugs & Alcohol.

[x] i have consumed alcohol

[ ] i have taken diet pills

[x] i have taken anti-depressants

[x] i have smoked a cigarette

[x] i regularly smoke cigarettes

[x] i have done ecstasy

[_] i have done lsd

[x] i have done mushrooms

[x] i have done speed

[x] i have done cocaine

[ ] i have driven whilst drunk

[ ] i have been in a car with a drunk driver

[x] i have been in a car with a driver under the influence of drugs

[x] i have driven a car under the influence of drugs

Random.

[_] i have pranked the police

[x] i have seen a shooting star

[x] i have been skinny dipping

[x] i have threatened someone with a knife

[kinda] i can ride a unicycle

[ ] i have ridden a motorbike

[ ] i can do the splits

[x] i sing in the shower

[x] i sleep with a teddy

[x] i bite my nails

[ ] i have ridden a camel

[ ] i have been in a hot air balloon

[ ] i pefer cuddles than kisses

[ ] i pefer dogs over cats

[x] i have snorted wizz-fizz

[ ] i have been swimming in my clothes

[x] i have made a bomb

[ ] i have an obsession with anime/manga

[x] if i have a crush on somebody, i will tell them right away

[ ] i believe in god

[ ] i believe in other forms of life in outer space

[ ] i believe in ghosts/spirits

[ ] i believe in santa

[x] i like white chocolate

[x] i like dark chocolate

[ ] i have had a pet ferrett

[x] i have eaten kangaroo

[x] i have gone shooting

[ ] i am scared of the dark

[x] all my answers were totally honest

To Say They Hit It Off Would Be An Understatement.

I've decided to keep the belt my father used to beat me with,

right next to all my other belts in my closet.

It's my reminder of why i will never hit the people i love.

Dear Whoever.

Who you are is in your hands.

No one can read your thoughts.

Another's manipulation tactics control only what you allow.

Move.

Yesterday,

as i was collecting the last of my of my things from my mums house,

getting ready to officially be living in my shitty flat,

I took down the poster that i covered the hole i punched in the wall,

on the night you died.

I Like My Girlfriend.

I have a girlfriend

and i am in love with her.

She's the only thing i ever need.

She makes me feel complete.

I think about her constantly

and miss her like crazy when i don't have her in my arms.

She's mine and only mine.

Just listening to her voice makes life worth living.

I want her constantly.

We make sweet, sweet love all throughout the day.

I wish i could take her everywhere i went.

My heart longs for her when she's away.

I love her more then anyone and anything else.

I couldn't imagine being with any other.

She could do no wrong in my eyes.

I can't keep my hands off of her,

touching every inch.

She's everything i need.

She's there for me no matter what,

when things get rough

and everyone else has given up.

Every moment spend with her brings us closer together.

She's gorgeous.

She's amazing.

She's perfect.

Her name is Chevrolet.

And she's the best guitar ever.

.

Can you still feel the butterflies?

What Are You Afraid Of?

People are stupid nowadays.

Fuck listening to what other people think.

Do what makes your mind think.

Do what makes you happy.

Never be afraid to say anything that is on your mind.

Who cares what people think of you.

It's Lonely At The Top (Or So I've Heard).

"Lonely is a state of mind.

The answer isn't finding the right person,

it's becoming the right person."

Hard To Swallow.

Moving on is a key part of life.

And sometimes it's the best medicine.

Unfortunately, it's also sometimes very bitter to swallow.

You Already Know What You Are.

Live your life for you, and no one else.

The day you can do that and tune out all judgement laid upon you,

that will be the start of true happiness.

Your value should never be determined by another persons opinion

Screw them.

You know who "you" are.

Surround yourself with people that inspire you

and that can make you be the most "you" that you can be.

Imperfections included.

Whatever you do in this life,

make sure you do it from the heart.

This world isn't big enough for liars and fakes.

People with fake personalities are ridiculous.

It makes me so sad.

It's time for a change.

Trust Me, I Try.

Love is a fire.

But whether it is going to warm your heart

or burn down your house,

you can never tell.

If you think about it,

there's only really one way to have your heart broken.

It's when trust is crushed.

It's sad how regularly it happens.

An Old Book Misread.

She is a page in my book.

If i was to rip out old pages,

i'd have to start my book all over again.

You expect me to start my story over?

It's Not Ironic, It's Obvious.

Life is too ironic to fully understand.

It takes sadness to know what happiness is.

It takes noise to appreciate silence.

It takes absence to value presence.

Pink Lemonade.

When life gives you lemons,

garnish your alcoholic beverages with them...

and cope.