In Order To Take Control Of My Life

I need a break.

Things need to go on hold for a bit.

Drama needs to be removed.

I need time to myself.

It's time for a change.

It's time to realise i need to live,

and breathe for my own anatomy.

You breathe for yours.

I need to start taking care of myself,

start worrying about myself.

And my health.

Because if i don't love doing that,

then i don't love myself.

I need to be able to uplift myself.

Because i can't expect to rely on some other person,

to uplift me all the time.

So when i can make myself happy,

other people and the ways they make me feel,

will be a bonus.

Icing on the cake, if you will.

I'm someone that focuses on the present,

not the future.

But if i continue to do that,

my future will most likely be fucked.

So i'll stop conversing with unnecessary persons,

for now.

Until my life,

and the drama that comes along with it,

has come to a stand still.

I'll then drop the people that cause problems,

in order to take control of my life.