I've been hurt by too many people.
It's made me who i am today.
Shy.
Insecure.
Paranoid.
Today i was thinking,
imagine how much easier it would be for me,
and the majority of others,
if i was alone.
Perhaps that's what i'll do.
Maybe that's how it's suppose to be.
Loneliness is the one thing i know best.
It's a comfortable feeling.
I've been so used to it.
Sharing a bed with my demons.
I wake up from my nightmares.
I calm myself down.
I can be alone.
It's what i know best.
Maybe,
that's how it's suppose to be.
As humans we seek comfort in companionship.
ReplyDeleteWe wish to think we could make it alone.
We can't, we need someone to act as our back bone and to act as theirs.