Monday, April 26, 2010

We'll Be Reunited.

These boys.
This town.
This beach.
This mountain.
This is where i need to be,
to be happy.
We'll be reunited.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Me. According To The Internet.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion||10%
Stability||10%
Orderliness||||||||||||||||||||90%
Accommodation||||||||||36%
Intellectual||||||||||||||||||||90%
Interdependence||10%
Mystical||||||30%
Materialism||||||||||||50%
Narcissism||||||||||40%
Adventurousness||10%
Work ethic||||||30%
Conflictseeking||||||||||||||60%
Need to dominate||||||30%
Romantic||||||||||40%
Avoidant||||||||||||||||||80%
Anti-authority||||||||||||||||70%
Wealth||||||||||||||60%
Dependency||||||||||||||60%
Change averse||||||||||||||||||||90%
Cautiousness||||||||||||||||||80%
Individuality||10%
Sexuality||||||||||||||||||||90%
Peter pancomplex||||||||||||||||||80%
Histrionic||||||||||||||||70%
Vanity||10%
Artistic||||||||||||||||||||90%
Hedonism||||||||||||||||||80%
Physicalfitness||||||||||||||||70%
Religious||10%
Paranoia||||||||||||||||70%
Hypersensitivity||10%
Indie||10%
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Thursday, April 22, 2010

Is My Doing.

I have a consistent inner monologue going on in my brain.
I don't really listen to what other people have to say.
I only take what i want from the words they say to me.
Is this a "bad" thing?
Ultimately though,
every decision i make,
"good" or "bad"
is my doing.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

The Thought Of Being Anywhere Near You.

I've been thinking about forgiving you,
but i don't know why.
Maybe,
it's because i've heard that you've changed.
Or maybe,
it's just because i miss you so goddamn much.
I hate you for what you did.
But that doesn't mean i forgot all the good days.
So i've been thinking about forgiving you.
Again.
But deep down,
part of me remembers the pain.
Part of me is destroying itself at,
the thought of being anywhere near you

Monday, April 19, 2010

Will Find You And Make It Ohkay.

Sometimes,
it seems like you are the only one in the world who is struggling,
who is frustrated,
or unsatisfied,
or barely getting by.
But that feeling is a lie.
And if you just hold on,
just find the courage to face it all,
then some,
or something
will find you and make it ohkay.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Regardless.

You say i'm not alone.
But i feel alone.
I trust that you feel like you're there for me.
But to what extent?
I am not your number one.
I am only one.
It's a passive thing to trust you.
It's a passive thing to crave you.
It's a passive thing to love you.
I wonder,
if it's passive for you.
Or do you have to try?
I don't think you should have to try to do any of those things..
regardless.

    Friday, April 16, 2010

    Good Times

    LOL @ these days xD