The Thought Of Being Anywhere Near You.

I've been thinking about forgiving you,

but i don't know why.

Maybe,

it's because i've heard that you've changed.

Or maybe,

it's just because i miss you so goddamn much.

I hate you for what you did.

But that doesn't mean i forgot all the good days.

So i've been thinking about forgiving you.

Again.

But deep down,

part of me remembers the pain.

Part of me is destroying itself at,

the thought of being anywhere near you