Monday, January 10, 2011

Alone In The Dark.

I've been hurt by too many people.
It's made me who i am today.
Shy.
Insecure.
Paranoid.
Today i was thinking,
imagine how much easier it would be for me,
and the majority of others,
if i was alone.
Perhaps that's what i'll do.
Maybe that's how it's suppose to be.
Loneliness is the one thing i know best.
It's a comfortable feeling.
I've been so used to it.
Sharing a bed with my demons.
I wake up from my nightmares.
I calm myself down.
I can be alone.
It's what i know best.
Maybe,
that's how it's suppose to be.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Better Days.

I wont let you find out,
as much as it kills me to hide this from you.
A few days go,
i would have thought twice about this situation.
But now,
i don't think you deserve the truth,
seeing as i obviously wasn't worth it in your eyes.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

You Deserve Nothing And I Hope You Get Less.

She told you the way she felt for you
and all you could think to say is
"What are you up to?".
She pretty much worships you.
I don't see what she sees in you,
but whatever it is,
it's something big.
In some ways,
i'm glad you didn't respond the way a normal human would,
because she's way to good for you.
She deserves the best
and no matter what she might think,
it ain't a girl like you.

Friday, January 7, 2011

Angels Sleep With The Lights Off.

Right now,
i'm well past overtired.
My body has had less sleep then it seems to like.
I'm way past the point of wanting to sleep.
I keep biting everyones heads off.
And to top it off,
you wont get the fuck out of my head.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Hold On Tight, Time Travels Fast.

Every person is different
and every person is perfect fro someone.
They might not be perfect for their whole lives,
but at some point in your life,
you'll find someone perfect.
They might only be for a small amount of time
and you might have several perfect people in your life.
But at each point,
they will be different.
And one day,
you'll find someone that is perfect all the time.
You'll fond someone who is your favourite
throughout every stage of your on going life.
And them...
they are the ones you'll wanna hold on tight to.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Ever Then Same, And Always Will Be.

I know you think i'm a real pain in the ass.
I know you think i'm annoying
when i stop you to hug me when we're walking.
I know you absolutely loathe in when i tickle you.
I know you get annoyed
cos i always want to hold your hand
even when you need them.
Truth is,
i know that inside you really love it.
And i like seeing you smile.