Just Hang In There.

Things always get better.

Just hang in there.

P.s. Spot Me :D

Parachute 2010 wasn't long ago.

Still pumped.

Excited for next year already.

P.s. Spot me :D

The Beauty Of Nature Is Under Appreciated.

This place

is fucking magical.

Ocean view.

Peace.

Under populated.

The beauty of nature is under appreciated.

That's The American Dream.

"i'm going to invent a body wash and call it STD.

and when people axe me what it means.

I'm just gonna jerk off on them.

All up on they body and be like.

"AXIN ME QUESTIONS GETS ME SEXUALLY AROUSED"

and then i'll go get some ice cream somewhere,

with the money i made from all the STD i been sellin'.

That's the american dream."

-JakeWolf

That Cunt Took Your Life.

Sometimes,

i like to imagine what life would be like,

if you were still around.

Sleep over.

Wake up.

I'd cook you breakfast.

We'd watch Transformers.

We'd get ready.

Laugh the day away.

Dinner.

Sleep over.

Repeat.

I'd be happy.

I wouldn't need drugs.

I wouldn't need alcohol.

You'd stop me being violent.

My future would be saved.

Then i remember,

that cunt took your life.

..

i will get better.

In Order To Take Control Of My Life

I need a break.

Things need to go on hold for a bit.

Drama needs to be removed.

I need time to myself.

It's time for a change.

It's time to realise i need to live,

and breathe for my own anatomy.

You breathe for yours.

I need to start taking care of myself,

start worrying about myself.

And my health.

Because if i don't love doing that,

then i don't love myself.

I need to be able to uplift myself.

Because i can't expect to rely on some other person,

to uplift me all the time.

So when i can make myself happy,

other people and the ways they make me feel,

will be a bonus.

Icing on the cake, if you will.

I'm someone that focuses on the present,

not the future.

But if i continue to do that,

my future will most likely be fucked.

So i'll stop conversing with unnecessary persons,

for now.

Until my life,

and the drama that comes along with it,

has come to a stand still.

I'll then drop the people that cause problems,

in order to take control of my life.

And Get A Life. (a long, angry ramble)

First off,

i'd like to point out that you obviously don't know a single thing,

about what is going on in my life.

If you're that big of a rumor driven,

drama whoring,

lifeless dildo,

to assume you know what is going on with me,

or my relationships with anyone ever.

Who are you to talk shit on anyone?

I can tell you're a fucking ugly person on the inside.

Oh, you must obviously have the eye for "beauty" right?

You have your eyes.

So go jerk off or flick your bean to bullshit "beautiful" human specimens.

Beauty,

my friend,

is perception.

You're a critic.

Why don't you use your talent for talking shit and picking apart on yourself.

Take what i can get?

Why would i want some shallow fucking biased opinioned,

close minded,

brainwashed,

sex symboled tool of society.

Yeah,

i could stick my cock in it and brag about it.

But is it really going to love me,

and fulfill me emotionally?

How about this?

I'll take what i want.

I'll take what i love.

I will love someone that loves me.

Bro, don't cry.

You never talked to me legit in your life.

I'm sarcastic.

I joke.

Don't get all butt hurt.

Smoke a bowl or something.

Go get a massage.

Go cut yourself.

Whatever helps you relax.

You just sound ignorant to me.

Unimportant to my progression.

So how about you mind your own fucking business,

and quit acting like you know me.

Either way,

do what you do.

Children can gossip about other peoples lives,

till you choke for all i care.

So bite a dick, bro

and get a life.

You'll Make It All Better.

You didn't tell me you were going to come see me.

You promised me that you would.

You left because you couldn't handle everything.

You let the rest of us to cope without your humor.

Fingers crossed,

that when you do come see me.

You'll make it all better.

And I Thank You For That

Adam Young.

Alex Pardee. (the reason i like art)

Ashely Deluise.

Corey Lovejoy.

Dwayne Carter.

JakeWolf.

Jeremy Lamb.

Joy Lamb.

Marty August. (the reason i'm some what sane)

Melissa Dawson. (the reason i know what love is)

Mitchell Davis.

Nick Thompson. (the reason i sing)

Pauline Swann. (the reason i'm alive)

Pauly Unstoppable.

Oli Sykes.

Richard Lamb.

Shyann Cook-Sidwell.

Tanner Hayes. (the reason i started smiling)

These are the people,

that make,

and have made,

my life truly great.

And i thank you for that.

If I Had The Resources

"I'll tell you a story about a boy,

who didn't have his life together.

And it seems like it would never end.

Until he met this girl,

who didn't have her shit together.

And they were both foolish enough to think,

that this would never end..."

"...the way they were talking about all these plans,

about all these dreams,

about all the things that they said they would be..."

"...you see,

this boy was a fuck up..."

"...this girl and this boy,

they still love each other.

And on this sour note it ends,

now they will never be together."

-If I Had The Resources

I Wish I Was Blind

Is life all about the beauty we see with our eyes?

or the feelings we have on the inside?

In vanity,

well i guess vanity's fine...

But what's vanity but pride?

and what's pride but being proud of appealing to ones eye?

Well their eye are aright,

and i'm sure their eyes see fine...

But can they see the true you and the feelings you hide?

Can they see the way you criticize and judge others lives?

Not with their eyes...

I wish i was blind.