And I Dreamt Of You.

Last night,

i dreamt about the tubes in your throat

and your ice cold skin.

I dreamt about the black bruises covering your body,

the hole in your skull

and your eyes closed.

Drink The Night Away.

I don't know if this night has motivated me

or depressed me more yet.

But i think i should drink

and find out.

Sweet Talk 101

There are times you can't take me seriously at all.

And there are times when i'm dead serious.

It just depends how you talk to me.

Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most.

I know you and him are just friends.

I know you love me.

But it's when you let him get away with things i never could.

It's when you laugh more

and smile more with me,

then when you're alone with me.

It's when you say he's one of your closest friends.

That makes me feel uneasy about the whole situation.

I'm sure i can trust you.

But at the same time,

i know i've made that mistake before.

Cut Of The Movie.

"You know, if i were you, i'd have sex with me."

You're perfect in my eyes.

Perfect.

Like, out of the movies perfect.

Everything you do or say sends shivers up my spine.

Where have you been all my life?

Miss Amazing.

"I'm not gonna lie,

Jeffree Star looks a lot sexier as a lesbian.

The scruff and lack of makeup?

That got me harder then a priest in a playground."

You know when a sentence like that is said,

your night is a good one.

For the first time in weeks,

i actually had an amazing, drama free night.

I know it should have been with her,

but it was with you instead.

I finally got to wake up with you,

even if we both had metal in our faces we don't remember.

Disappearing Hearts.

Modern day society has me convinced

that they haven't been making people with hearts lately.

Human After All.

I am human.

I breathe and bleed just like you do.

Treat me like one

and we'll be off to a good start.

Hacked!

Dear James.

i know your sick and cant be fucked getting on the computer so i hacked your blog to leave you this! and also its not hard to hack anything of yours when you use the same password for everything lol but i really think you should let me come show you the photos i took the other day. youre so cute in them james! seriously =P im listening to miss may i right now and thinking you. make sure you text me when you see this! =P

Love Ciara.

xoxo

Ps. are you proud i used capitals for our names? =P

Stop Talking, Start Dancing.

I talk to myself.

For Our Friends.

I don't know you very well.

And you're extremely close with him.

It feels like i'm treading in dangerous water.

But you're nice.

You don't care that i look like a mess more often then not.

And i'm really liking this friendship.

Best Ex Friend.

Y'know what,

it would possibly be a little better

if you at least tried to understand

and accept the way you've hurt me.

Y'know if you didn't keep trying to justify it

and actually took the consequences like the person you claim to be.

But the fact that you wont,

the fact that you are trying to make it seem like what you did was ohkay,

that was the deciding factor.

That's what ended our friendship.